i'm having a really hard time today my dad passed away in march and it's really hard coming to terms with him not being here anymore. his own dad only passed away 4 years ago so i thought he had more time. plus my mom and him were divorced and my sibling and him were estranged so i feel like i'm totally alone grieving for him. i don't know if there's anyone else who even cried for him and it's really breaking my heart and i wish i had someone i could talk to who also loved him and misses him